A week away from Cold

Just added two of my good friends to my blog mailing list, Nuurkeyz and Indho. you cant imagine how much i miss you guys and i wish Liiban was familiar with computer nd stuff so that sometimes we could have some words. The moments we shared together back in Eastliegh is unforgettable and i hope we could meet again somewhere in life journey.
Today again am complaining about the weather but this time things getting out of control, temperature keeps dropping hour after another. around midday it was fine and i even prepared myself to play soccer but upon stepping out of room i felt the cold deep in my bones. imagine people living in alaska or The arctic, i feel sorry for them.
In the evening i was very Hungry and i didnt had food in my room so i had go out to eat, so i thought i had to pack myself with clothes so that i dont feel the cold wind. when i was dressing my friend was laughing at me bcoz i had to put on 2 jeans and 3 jackets which was not even good enough. i dont have act like an idiot just to pretend am not feeling while i have shit loads of clothes in my cupboard. dress up till you feel protected when you get sick people will only say sorry and the pain bugs you up. anyway am sick and Tired of winter and i cant wait when the weather will change.
Since its winter vacation and the school is closed its very boring to stay on campus, i decided to travel just somewhere warm and cheap. The flights are all booked bcoz in two weeks its the chinese new year so the whole country is traveling, like this time of the year, millions travel back to their homes so its not easy to find trains to the nearest towns or cities. I wanted to book early but didnt had enough money so when i got the money the ticket prices is overwhelming adn even could find booking until end month so i got one on 28th.  i will travel to Hainan(small island near Hong kong), its warm with beautiful beaches. last year i went there too but i was too dumb to enjoy myself bcoz i didnt speak well in chinese and i was paranoid of everything. This time, Fully prepared and cant imagine i have even written down the places am visiting and How much money, time will i have to spend......am staying there for long just a week and will be back to shanghai.

Winter Break

Finally the semester is over and everyone is Heading back Home or Travelling around the country.  The school will be empty in less than a week and already most of the language students traveled accept for those ones working or doing other stuff like me. Whenever I have holiday my mood starts bad, bcoz seeing all the students going back home to have good time with their families fill my heart with stress and Home sick. I desperately need to go back Home to meet my Family and friends whom I haven’t met them for quite long time now.

the winter break mean a lot to me, I have a lot of things to do this short break including big project I have been thinking of for quite some time. Its needs time, patience and ofcourse money which could be the barrier to the next level.

These year I have plans which I call navi plans, its all about my struggle in these insane world controlled by insane leaders. i want to atleast reach certain level till the end year of which am hopeful things will be much better than i even expected. when am alone my head spins with so many thought especially things related to my family and my future, everyday is a challenge and you have to struggle to reach tomorrow but the road is rough nothing is exceptional. although am still in college studying and dont know much about the real world am filled with everything from how difficult its to find job to the daily struggle of survival. sometimes i ask myself how am gonna find job and if i could find what sort of job?. these days professionalism has no means, anything that you are able and would generate some income for you is your professional.