just wait till Tomorrow, Friday. because that usually makes things better. :D I love Fridays. Why? Because the I have an 8am grammar and listening class that is my four hour respite from the rest of the week. Today was definitely the polar opposite of Thursday.
Am giving myself alot of thoughts and mind-troubles, I spent last night in a sour mood, trying to change my Hanzi writting, its not about just saying am gonna do it and take your time, its quite far from that. you practice 20 new hanzi today and you forget yesterday's hanzi confronting you into desperete mood. i have been studing in the library these days since i cant seriously study in my room and need to be close to studing enviroment that will keep me away from the net but sometimes things arent good in the library, you cant find a seat. some students leave their bags on the seat, go to class study for sometimes even more than 5 hrs and come back later to collect their books.
These week has been different week in my life stambling and Hustling to gain knowledge, but i started to finish my homeworks anyways. the lessons are getting more and more difficult, the time is speeding up giving me less time to have quite moments with my soul.
Also i have been thinking a lot lately about how the ends justify the means of our daily lives. I am in school, as you all know, I have been whining about it... :) It has been hard being away from my family so much. School is not only a blessing, but it is also a sacrifice. I am sacrificing time with my family to get my education to pursue my dream of being a Journalist.
It is hard because I am missing out on things, I am missing them in general. I have to keep telling myself that it is worth it, just to keep on going...PUSH, PUSH, PUSH through and it will be worth it. i hope i will manage all the hardships in time..................
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