LONGTIME SILENCE

So it been a while since I wrote anything on my so called corner of the blog-sphere. I have a bit to say, I just can't find the time to say it. Full-time studying and the fact that my laptop has finally given up on me has taken its toll on my regular updates
To those faithful viewers or those who bothered to check my blog regularly would have noticed I haven’t written a single new topic for months now…It’s funny, I wasn’t short of eventful moments in this past summer which I could have drawn a big topic from…In the beginning of this year, I had a sense that this year something major would happen to me, and I think I realized today what that is…It isn’t an outside change but a change within myself, in the core of who I thought I was…I started this blog, thinking it would be a place to express my thoughts and feeling, but I don’t think that was the whole reason…I feel as if I have been looking for understanding more than viewing eye for my materials…My school of thought has always been if you are honest about what you are feeling and yourself then people would have a chance to understand you and where you coming from…But the journey hasn’t panned out quiet that way…It worked out better, I have learned that in chasing a need to be understood by others I have lost sight of understanding myself….Now it is time to pursue me and what makes me happy away from everything and everyone I have used as a crutch…It would be hard to silence my outer-voice in order to hear my inner-voice but it is something that would be vital for me to do, to survive…As I write my last post here I wanted to say thanks for the opportunity to be heard and Goodbye