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I didnt update for the two to three days, am back to studies. Break from class now, i got only few hours to rest and prepare for the next session

am so optimistic about this semester. I think that's bad because I'm probably going to be disappointed, but I don't believe in making yourself feel bad just because you expect things to be bad.
this semester started with threatening mood, i mean like its not easy semester with lots of mental hard work. the lessons are getting more hard and hard, especially the grammar which you feel like its contradicting, not to mention the strange character you come across. my teacher is also doing good trying hard to understand the lesson but am stuck. last night i did my first homework of the semester , it was kinda ma ma ho ho but some of the Hanzi(characters) i came across damn! its difficult to recognize. i think i need electronic dictionary to improve my hanzi, its kinda helpful coz i find out that in some students specially the Koreans, they do better in hanzi than any other foreign students. any word they dont recognize they simply touch-write on their dictionary nd find the word. anyway i hope the best but lots of hard work and courage in self.

besides i dont understand why am not in good mood fuck am still Gan Mao Le i dont know what to do and in any health institution you visit obviously you will be prescribed to drink more water. Fuck
anyway i hope i will improve.

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