Life in 上大

My life dont deserve this, i need change. am not feeling well past few days, i dont have appetite to eat but drinks coffee too much almost coffeeholic. am getting weak day by day dont know actually whats the reason but has something to do with my sugar level. am trying so hard to maintain my weight coz am scared of losing weight anymore.....am planning a comeback to gym nd weight lifting which encourages a lot mentally nd physically. when i train so hard and i feel the difference i get so excited and want to do more, i have dumbbells in my room but i lack the passion of lifting them...

In two weeks am sitting for mid-semester exams, I hate so much when its exam time, it gives me so much stress that i cannot handle hopefully it will not crack a hole in my brain. i feel confident about myself that i will pass all the courses no matter how many 汉字 i should write, and thanks to my friends/classmates who help me every time when am in need of help. there is one teacher which i doubt will ease my language barrier and wont let me use dictionary heheheh, but who cares if he wont let me use it then am gonna have fun with the exam paper write down my own way.

Life in 上大 is same everyday, wake up in the morning and attend boring class that sometimes i dont understand what the teacher is talking about, after class eat 米饭和蔬菜 as lunch time. evening meet friends drink coffee, play together and check Facebook who's commenting ....... Time is so fast and i feel very busy that sometimes i forget to eat or even contact my friends and family back Home. i missed them so much cant wait anymore to meet my family.

I feel so tired so many things happened good and bad but i dont regret about anything since i enjoy every second of my life. in life you always Hope the best and thats whats in my heart almost everytime.....i hope things will change and my dreams will always be Higher than someones expectation. after i graduate from 上大 i want to speak fluent 中文 and maybe some上海话 to certain level. i like 上海话 its interesting especially when u walk in the streets and hear old people chatting....it sounds cool, and offcourse i like shanghai Girls...

Aw, I forget to write about these girl whom i liked, she is so pretty and stylish but verrrrrrrrry shy. well, most girls here are shy but honestly she is beyond shy and cant even Look at me....anyway i like her