SLEPT FOR 3HRS LAST NIGHT. AND NOW ALMOST MIDNITE.

I hate, i hate and i hate exams. i dont remember the last time i slept well, even the few hours am sleeping i have exams thoughts in my dreams. This week will be very tiring and will have impact on my Health(just recovered from kidney infections) that survives with medications and self spirit. i have two exams this week and 3 articles that should be written in chinese language, i finished the first one and it Took me more than two days to finish everything(thanks to goggle for the help). there are moments that i just do feel myself, i mean just dont understand my world. i think so much about few things that i should be stressed about, things that i can solve simply but a part of me is not positive because of so many negative images that got piled up in my head.
I like here and i enjoy almost everything no matter the situation, i met so many people from all over the world and made friends with them. visited places that millions of people dream around the world of visiting but moments like now(as am typing) feels Different and just needs to be with family members especially sitting next to my mum drinking tea. This place feels so lonely, its seems people dont want to understand each other and the moment the do is when they get drunk and have no idea whatever they say. ....anyway let me come back to the topic
next week will be doing the 5 remaining exams then will have a break for a week which i doubt will happen but even if there wont be any break am gonna have my own break. i really need to sleep and have a good rest without thinking of anything, i mean anything not even single thought.....for the time being the weather is cold outside and in my room feel great so am chill here watch TV for an hour to refresh myself.