WEIGHT IS MY STRESS

Yeah, off to class tomorrow. I keep thinking about everything
I dont wanna have these constant stress in me, almost everyday i think about this. am not eating enough so am loosing weight, not just loosing but rapidly. i lost appetite since i came here for my studies, maybe i eat twice or even once aday sometimes nd just drink water or maybe green tea. in the last three to four months i lost 8pounds thats makes underwieght. i dont want to blog this but i have to.
Today i went with friends to my doctor for medical checkup, am not used to this kind of situations its so embrassing for me just keep on loosing more grams of my damn body, i was very happy that my doctor was available today coz the last time i went she was upsent i couldnt have my check. i was on diet so i have to control my diet but i actually dont control my diet, its challenging. the first question was how is ur diet plan? smilled back nd told her the truth, she was surprised to hear that. i just explained everything to the doctor, she too was worried about my weight since i had no complication. I've been trying to fit all sorts of food in my diet meaning that I've been trying to eat more and more to gain some weight. I've dropped all vegetables and fruits from my diet even though I don't think it is healthy. The Doctor told me to eat a low reside diet meaning that I can't anything with high amounts of fiber such as most fruits and vegetables. I've been keeping track of it, and my current belief is that I might be gaining some weight.
am on full diet now i dont have to mess up ma life, its important to be cautious than misleading your life. i promised my soul bout this again no more junkies.