PEOPLE, SO CONFUSING

Isn't it funny how you think that you know someone but you really don't. You actually have no idea who they really are, what they're thinking? It's crazy
I just wish that everyone could be themselves, and speak their mind. To not be afraid if somethings not making them happy. People shouldn't have to feel as though they have to go behind other people's backs to vent their feelings. It's not really fair as that persons not there to defend themselves and it's kind of a shame that they have to do that anyway. It's somewhat... cowardly? Do you agree?

That puts us humans to shame. We pride ourselves in being intelligent and smart -- exquisite creatures of God but we can't even learn to live in peace with each other. Instead we feverishly build create invent or put up huge walls - barriers - boundaries just to keep other people at bay. We don't want to touch them... nor do we want to be touched by them. We suspect them, anything, everything --- cultures, religion, policies. education, size, shape, color, habits, intentions, standards, motivations, and everything else we could think of under the sun.

We can't even talk straight or honestly express our true sentiments over important issues -- without being subjected to doubts or suspicions or harsh judgments. We don't even know how to engage in friendly disagreement. Impossible? Nah, it's possible if only we want to. And yes, there is such a thing.

So honestly, when we leave this world into what ever comes next (afterlife? reincarnation?) all that we leave behind is a memory, and other people who's lives we've affected and been included in.
So I want to leave something (regardless how little people read this) but this is just a small sum-up of things that I think everybody should know. This might not be any good because this is a last minute decision to write this. So, please, bare with me..

From all the things I've ever learned, is that from everyone i the world, there will only be ever 5 people who understand you. And that's it. 5 people who honestly and truly understand you, love you, and will be there for you no matter what (in a literal sense, not just for the sake of saying it).

At least one is a family member. Family can't be told by genes, or DNA, or anything. It's told only by the connection between people, and the level they see each other at.

One is a love, a true love. The one person who you were destined to spend the rest of your life loving. If you don't believe in destiny or that anything is planned, then call it coincidence that you have the feeling that you can't go on without them, that you're life is utterly, and completely revolving around their very being.

The rest are friends. These people...these people....well, they just completely get you. Whether it's because they're very much like you, or the complete opposite, they can somehow understand your being, interpret your unspoken words and be able to listen when you need to talk, be a shoulder to lean on when you need the support.

For most people this is how it is. For me, I have 2 absolute best friends who get me. I guess they qualify in all 3 groups I've made in this blog. They are my family, they are my ultimate friends, and I love them both. Not to be "together" but I love those people. I don't have a life without them.