TRYING TO GET BACK

Am still having the Holiday hangover, am not feeling well. During the last one-week holiday i enjoyed so much, spent good time with friends and even traveled to the most beautiful place in these country. it was fun but after the holiday i started feeling ill. Kidney pain, dizziness and headache, i thought maybe its the weather changing but it got worse especially last night when my body temperature was above 40, its so scary. I have to seek doctor to examine me and find out whats messing up. my BS level is kinda normal although i checked today in the morning when i felt like it was High, just 4 points higher than normal. maybe its depression, well i will find out but for now am not in good mood.

These week will be different, i have to study hard and make more friends with my classmates so that they can help me understand the course, The books all in Chinese language so unless i seek their help i will never understand. even making friends here can be different issue and challenging, back home classmates are best friends and help each other when in need, come this part of the world where you are a stranger even in class, they can only be your friend if you do the move first, i cant approach everyone in my class and introduce him to myself. it been almost one and half month since i started these course but i only have two friends whom are very helpful to me. i hope the rest will be like them and help me to do the homeworks. am the only foreigner and i deserve better understanding.
Day and Night my thoughts are getting more and more, am trying to stay strong for my commitment to study. i remember i wrote about this before, i cant help. every part of my books sounds weird, the characters twisted than ever, well that's Chinese language that's how its supposed to. my friends say Journalism is not very difficult compared to other professional but my worries is not about my professional but i want to study and understand every word in the book. the Prof explains as he watches me Mind-stranded. i look at the book to find any familiar words only to trouble my thoughts. the prof. says study hard to makeup ur future, i can only agree whatever he says because he is confused about me. i dont understand almost the whole course, how do you expect me to do the homework when i dont understand whatever you explained. he is trying to help me in all means which is very encouraging.
i haven't called my mum for almost two weeks now, its not normal. i know my mum is worried about me, i only meet aden online and updates me everything including even the Bufis stories and the daily lives of others. am not good in when it comes to communication even when i was in kenya it happened. i dont know how to change my habbits, its weird and worrying. well i hope as time comes i will be different and i cant move forward without the blessing and prayers of my family. Hooyo, your prayers are the best and as you pray for me the better i be. Hooyo I know Day and Night you think about me more than anyone else, am fine now and inshallah with your prayers i will always be fine. aden my please read this to mum.